Legacy of The AWESOME one

Church camp 2011 !!!!

2011-06-05T06:53:00.000-07:00

2nd june 2011

Its thursday,at almost 3.30pm i completed my practical and rushed home to pack my stuff. I said goodbye to my girl and followed marcus and priya back. On their way back marcus dropped me on the kelana jaya lrt station and i made my way to KLCC and later on to terminal bersepadu selatan where i had to take a bus back to jb. The place here is freaking fantastic except for one important thing......THE INTERNET!! DAMN! I took the 7.30pm bus and i regretted my decision cuz i was freaking bored without internet == Nevertheless i had enough time to take my dinner before going on my trip home....
I arrived in my front gate around 11.30pm and my bro was there all alone in the house and was glad that i was back, haha! I shared with him the SAW movie which i had be so obsessed about and made him a bit addicted to the movie too! unfortunately it was a bit frightening to him! LOL! Only until 2am am i about to take a break from all the questions my bro is asking about the movie, zzz...

3rd june

I was supposed to be in class in the morning but here am i getting ready to board the bus along with my brother to kuala rompin in pahang where the church camp is being held. And apparently, i brought my SAW movies along with me in my laptop and made a few guys addicted to it as well! LOL! The were so into the SAW movies that we continued watching it even when we arrived at our destination. hehe... We settled ourselves in a room and all of us gathered in the main wall for introduction and ice breaking games :) After that we continued watching saw until the evening where we few fellas had a fun Frisbee game at the beach, haha! However, we played until too late and after bathing we were super late for dinner!!! NO MORE FOOD!! DAMN! I can only swallow kuey tiao for my dinner, sobs :( We had our very first session with DR herbert tan followed up by camp fire!!! wooohooo!! But saw was nicer than the camp fire cuz there was nothing much to eat :P It goes on till midnight and we had a well deserved rest although my whole body was aching after the tiring day...

4th june

Received a call at around 5.30am by my sista rachel to ajak us to watch the sunrise...I was half asleep and had to reject the invitation. I finally got up later on around 8am and rushed down for breakfast. Worship session occurs and the second session by DR herbert tan took place. Later on we broke up into three groups: adults, youth and children and learn more about love language, haha! All of us took a group photo before lunch and after lunch we had to prepare for Fun night later in the evening. Auntie shirley and elyssa was basically running the whole thing so i had no part to say....I just requested for a good role in the play and thats it..sheesh! 4pm: finally it beach soccer time!! haha! Its damn tiring to run in the hot sand which were burning my feet but it was very fun to play with the rest of the guys :) However we were interrupted by auntie shirley and was kinda forced to participate in some lame games, lol! I was so exhausted that i can hardly stand. The boring event lasted until 6.30pm and basically there is no time left to do anything else...I stand in my room to use my laptop while my brother insisted to go for a swim. I bathed first and went down for dinner. The youth from my group are kinda nervous about the fun night that will take place after dinner, I said that this was a gone game and we will definitely lose....I had a bad feeling about it. Eric and my brother boost my confidence by saying that we had a chance and do not overestimate the other team's performance. I gain confidence and my team was the first one to perform. We did kind of a good job by however was slightly overtime. I saw the other team's performance and i thought that we got it, we are gonna win it! When dr herbert tan revealed the results, i was stunned that we end up last! However this was not my idea anyway, so i dun feel that bad for losing it. Apparently The judges was focusing more on the theme than the entertainment, we were the group that has the most amount of cheers!! Ahhh! whats done is done, no use crying over split milk, this will teach those dominating fellas a lesson, i never agreed on their idea at the first place, LOL!
Following the fun night its BBQ time!!!! The girls and some guys starting to play night volleyball but me, zu guan and eric were kind hooked up with a conversation with titus, who attended jeremiah school before. We started of chatting about personality and psychology and then we move along more into the gospel and spiritual stuff. He gave a lot of good advise and cleared many of my doubt..but i feel really uneasy when the was sharing about his spiritual battle experience. End the of the day God will help us conquer our fears but all of us ended up being a bit scared when we returned to our respective rooms. My brother dun even dare going into the toilet alone! LOL! I was scared too but fatigued overcame me and i was sound asleep.

5th june

8am: Rise and shine! haha! Breakfast as usual and its time for the third and last session of Dr herbert tan. Its a bilingual service and i was half asleep when listening to the same thing twice. zzz.... Its the last day of camp!! Ahhh! I had too much fun here and was a bit reluctant to leave :( So all i could do was taking picture with my cool dude and some girls and posted them all on facebook :) I went back to bath, packed, had lunch and it was time to board the bus... we spend some time chatting,singing and watching some wrestling on the bus, having fun while we still can huh? :P
6.30pm: we arrived in JB wesley church and its time to go home! Goodbye guys! miss ya all! I ate dinner with mum and bro and then proceeded to try and complete my PBL assignments! AHHH! I totally forgot about it!

6th june

Finally its time to leave....I drove to senai airport with my mum beside me. Arrived in the aiport at 8am and its time for me to return to my usual classes.... sayonara JB! See ya next time! The AWESOME one signing off! :P

The AWESOME one

2011-05-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

The AWESOME one greets the followers of his blog!! haha! After my return to Johor bahru on friday 22nd of april, I arrived home. It was 3 months since i was at home and i was feeling that my home looks a bit different, haha! Nevertheless its good friday and my mum and bro went to church. I had my dinner after bathing and god i miss home cooked food!! hahaha! I spend the rest of the night gaming with my brother who had just returned from church :)

On saturday I was invited by george and ishqi for a game of dota and movie however i was not able to make it for the movie thus i have to return home early for a family dinner :) Told my mum and dad lots of stuff that they missed out during my uni days.

Went to church on sunday to see how my friends in church welcome back The AWESOME one :P Well not a warm welcome but grace was kinda happy that i was back, thank you grace :) She looks tired out from studies and all, hope she will be fine soon.

Monday and tuesday is dota day! My good friend wei jian accompanied me for multiple games of Dota! Although we lost all games on monday but we managed to have a couple of victories on tuesday with the presence of jun liang :)

Ivan invited me for a movie in KSl on wednesday! DAMN scream 4 was scary! That bloody ivan even prank and ambushed The AWESOME one in toilet! Grrr..... However i discovered ivan's secrect :P

Eric came and drop by on thursday to make a surprise visit to me! Me and my bro paused our computer games and entertained eric for a game of chinese chess, haha! Both my brother and eric were good players however my brother got the last laugh, hahaha! Thats my good bro! :P The AWESOME one has taught him well hadn't I? hehehe...

Wei jian blow me away on friday to accompany he and his gf's one month aniversary, zzzz.... Nevertheless my mum brought me to eat in a korean restaurant, haha! The food was delicious XD Kesian my mum that she prepared so much food for the bible study tonight but she suddenly found out that it was cancelled without her notice! I can tell that she is fuming, tried my best to calm her down, but she said she was not gonna host for bible study for the next three months! good idea!

An epic boring saturday afternoon since my brother has went for his chinese chess competition and no one was there to accompany me :( But at least my dad came back in the evening and we had dinner together, following by computer games when my bro came back XD

My final day in jb.....sunday! Had the time of my life with my secondary friends yee siang, wei hong and ah lua! haha! We went to watch an AWESOME movie named thor! cool! And we played 3 games of dota together :) The AWESOME one was mocking each and every one of them for every kill i get, wakakaka! And then it was time to say goodbye :( My mummy drove me to senai airport in the evening and had our last dinner together before boarding the plane...bye mum! goodbye JB! Don't forget! The AWESOME one will return soon enough! FAREWELL my friends and family!

stromy....

2011-04-13T07:32:00.000-07:00

What is it with all this problems? Its exam period and i'm worried about her...She is hiding something from me, I can tell from her expression, reaction and her way of talking that something is bothering her...but she just don't want to tell me.. It bothers me to see that she is suffering in silence and I don't even know what is going on?!! Are u that insecure? Or am i not worthy enough to be ur listener? Do i have to resort to these nasty methods to force u to talk? Haiz... Does other people's opinion regarding our relationship so important? can't we run our own way? I don't know how many times more I can take. U need peace, u need to be more secure, u need happiness... u have to live your life the way u want it, happy or depressed? u have a choice...Its up to u to live ur life, if u need any help, I will be there for you....

Sick

2011-04-10T08:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i enjoyed myself with my dear in the treasure hunt in college :) got so many pretty girls, the president of accounting club is pretty! :P haha! had a lot of fun and i also won the best male participate awards as well as 2nd place for team award :)
However, i had sore throat last night and went to giza for dinner as well as to get some sore throat sweet. However, during the night my sore throat became worse and i could not even sleep! This morning i got out of bed with severe headache and dizziness, so bad that i have to take panadol which i normally would not take. That drug allowed me one hour plus of sleep and i felt better later. My dear is so sweet that she came over and help me clean my place as well as bringing lunch for me :) But in the afternoon my headache recur and i had to go back to sleep. My darling settled her hostel issues as her new housemates move in and then she rushed over to accompany me, I know she is tired, such a big sacrifice for me. She got worried that my headache is still there and i can't sleep in the afternoon therefore she urge me to see a doctor. I called both my parents and they too think that i should consult a doctor. My dear went to ask help from a friend to sent me to clinic. The doctor was a nice malay man, who told me a lot of stories when he found out that i was a medical student and gave me advices on how to prevent headache caused by straining of the eyes due to excessive use of computers. I felt very grateful to my darling that she stand by me and take care of me when i am sick. Thank you my dear...I LOVE YOU :)

禁止對老公/男朋友做的事♥

2011-04-08T04:30:00.001-07:00

禁止对老公说"切"

禁止对老公说"滚"

禁止对老公说"无所谓"

禁止对老公说"死去吧"

禁止对老公说"随便"

禁止对老公大吼大叫

禁止抛下老公一个人

禁止跟老公不喜欢的人在一起玩

禁止说脏话

禁止喝酒

禁止牵其他男生/女生的手

禁止跟别人打架

禁止跟其他男生/女生距离靠太近

禁止把老公当玩具去玩

禁止不听从老公的命令

禁止对老公说谎

总而言之......

只能一心一意愛老公

請深愛你的男朋友：

1

如果你的男朋友在你面前哭了

无论什么原因

请好好的安慰他开导他

2

如果你的男朋友指出了你的不是

请不要总是嫌他唠叨

若不是因为在乎他不会说你

3

如果你的男朋友和你赌气不理你

不要也学他

这正是考验你们的时候

"脸皮厚"的精神此时不发扬又更待何时

4

如果你的男朋友不听你的话

转身走了

一定要追上她

若真的还爱着

丢下他一个人你又如何放心呢

5

如果你的男朋友说"你走吧..我不想理你了"

千万不要相信

男人最是口是心非

其实那是他最需要你的时候

6

如果你的男朋友生气了

说心情不好不想吃饭

千万不要问他想干吗想吃什么

他一定说什么都不要

买好你记忆里他最爱吃的东西

但一定不要以自己也不吃来威胁他

7

如果你的男朋友对你们说狠话，

請保持三秒钟不说话

然后搂着他的腰

笑笑说："你讲话的声音真可爱！

Hmmm...

2011-04-06T08:30:00.001-07:00

Today i went to serdang hospital as well as upm with my coursemate to do some pathological studies. I realised that it was kinda time wasting as we had to do a lot of waiting and get little fruitful results. I do admit we learned some new information but the time spent is not worthwhile..it also tires me out and increased my frustration. I guess most of the time i found that i keep on attaching myself to my dear, this made me think that do I have any other close friends? hmm...maybe i've been thinking too much. Me and her we talked about our opinion on things and i always try to correct her mentality and personality, Sometimes i start to think that a person like me don't deserve an angel like her.... I keep trying to change her instead of accepting who she is, high expectations perhaps? She rated me a 5/10 score for being her bf, just a borderline pass? I still have a lot to improve, she gave me a 6 later on and admits that she also has high expectations on me. Maybe she is right, both of us are trying to change to other, we are not mature enough to accept other's personality, i hope i can change this attitude of mine, but its easier said than done.
Well, there is a immunology test tmr and i am prepared to embrace death, LOL! I couldn't care less, its the end of block exam that is important, for the meantime, that will be my only aim!

Why?

2011-03-27T02:08:00.000-07:00

I used to be optimistic, carefree and happy. But i became more emotional because of you.... I am willing to be more concern and less selfish because of you. The fact that i am willing to change means that i care about you and will help u face any difficulties in your life. But why do u hide your problems from me? Why do u suffer in silence? Don't want me to worry? U think i can't tell that u are troubled? The fact that u are quiet and unresponsive during lunch, the chat wif william and in study area shows that u something is troubling you. The more u hide it, the more i worry, so pls...dun keep it inside you....tell me....Even if i can't help u solve it but at least share your troubles with me, just like what i will do to u when i have any problems....

failure and anger...but its not despair..

2011-03-25T20:33:00.000-07:00

Last tuesday i had a PBL workshop with an old lecturer from manchester univerisity. I carried out a rather performable discussion, under my lead we manage to determine the important points of the case given. However, one of my teammates which was a very good fren out my has a bit too much too critisize me! She complained that i only focused on the most talkative person in my group and neglected the rest, as well as not keeping track of the time! LOL! Well all i could say was she was not being understanding to my plight and jump into conclusion. THe rest of the members have no comments and thought that we have done well. The only reason the old man said we are not good enough is because back there in manchester he had very high standard PBL students, haha! On wednesday we had a test that contributes to 10% of the finals...I could not really answer most of the questions and was kinda worried that i will fail. And on thursday when the anwers are revealed by prof yasmin, I lost hope...so many questions i have done wrong. True enough, news from Dr. Chai reach my ears during friday that i have failed...Damn! Same situation as the last block! But i should not despair, i have passed the last end of block exam and I SHALL DO SO AGAIN!!! My gf sensed that i was a bit upset so she brought me out for a movie in one utama. Sucker punch? I think i chose the wrong movie, a weird and bizzare movie which not much of a storyline. Nevertheless i still enjoyed her company, thx darling! Open day in gonna take place today and tommorow, have lots of things to do, plus next week is a very hectic week before they give us a revision break... Thats the time where i should really focus on studying...Go voon! The awesome Voon Zu Kang will never fail to succeed!!! ARGHHHH!!!

Week 7

2011-03-18T22:42:00.000-07:00

I just completed my week 7 of the second block for MBBS... This time my PBL was going ok, perhaps because i prepared myself this time, haha! The last few PBL thought me a big lessson to be prepared, hopefully i can still pull things off fairly well this time. Last thursday i witness the 3rd seminar group to present, they have a very unique method of interacting with the audience, but they were slighty unorganised and some actually showed that they were unprepared. The video they produced also was not clear. My mentor Dr chai actually told them straight in their faces, kinda pity them oso. But this gave me a huge boost in my confidence to win the grand prize :P haha! nonetheless they gave a good effort, I shall not degrade them. Prof viji gave us a test for biochemistry, and the questions are kinda strange, the answer he gave was also a bit perculiar, how can he follow the answer 100%? He should have his own knowledge, tsk...tsk... no point going for his test i guess, just for attendance sake, haiz... Accompanied my girl for many days in this week, starting to miss her when she goes back home for the weekends. Am i addicted to her? LOL! Have to control myself edy, later cannot focus on studies, got minitest next week sia! Damn!

Note from my dear to me :P

2011-03-13T01:10:00.000-08:00

抱歉，我不完美时间久了你会发现我其实很爱生气跟吃醋

抱歉，我不完美会哭会闹又喜欢伪装

抱歉，我不完美缠着你问着你一遍又一遍

抱歉，我不完美约束你要求你不许乱花钱

抱歉，我不完美优点没有多少唯一让我骄傲的不过是坚持

抱歉我不完美随时都会因为一些事情让你给我解释

抱歉，我不完美不够温柔对你的包容也有用尽得时候

抱歉，我不完美不会哄人也没办法做到不让你生气

抱歉，我不完美因为不完美担心你遇到那么完美的她

我胡闹跟蛮不讲理都是因为在乎在乎你胜于理智

每段小风波以后也会自责为什么不能再包容一点

你对于我来说很重要

我希望你会比从前快乐我也努力这么做

做不好嗯总也做不好
我多想让自己完美一点这样就不用提心吊胆

我习惯了那么多你的习惯就再也习惯不了没有你以后的习惯

彼此痴情能否到得了最后我多想到最后

多年以后你还会牵着我的手吗？

你还是会和以前一样执着吗会和以前一样爱我一样宠我吗？

我真的很想和你一起走到最后

我不完美你也不完美希望合在一起是完美的。

我爱你

Isn't she sweet? :P

Friday :P

2011-03-11T02:24:00.000-08:00

Today is supposed to be the day that we are going to get a biochem test from prof viji, but I dun wan to waste my time listening to his grandfather story after the test therefore i decided to skip it and go have a movie in one-utama :) Went to see big mommas with my darling, it was an epic funny movie! haha! although i was rather tired...i wonder why, but i still try my best to enjoy it :) Apparently about 10 students din go for the test today so well ok if prof viji question me i will have a perfect excuse, haha! since my grandfather is having his 90th bday tmr i might as well make the best out of it, hehe...nevertheless i will be leaving for ipoh tmr, take care my dear, will be back in a day XD

Snooker!!!

2011-03-09T19:16:00.000-08:00

Had a tough immunology test yesterday :( Just heard from anita that it has to be counted as marks...and apparently she was not pleased that many of us using our laptop for leisure purposely during her lectures. And today...They actually BANNED us from using laptops in class!!! damn! I tried to break the rules any time possible, but in anita's lectures i can't because she has her eyes on me ==

Yesterday afternoon lectures end at 3pm and i went back to take a nap after a tiring study night the day be4, although it wasn't very fruitful, hahaha! Around 5.15pm i and rudely awakened by the sound of knocked on my door! I went for a lot and saw three strangers that identified themselves as agents of a hostel bringing a future medical student wanting to view our rooms...zzz...what the heck? Do they know a word called 'PRIVACY'? How can they just barge in and disturbed ppl when they are sleeping? bunch of idoits! I couldn't sleep after the shock and was just lying on the bed waiting for time to pass.

I realised that I had to go for an outing wif william, vivian and my darling :) Although my head is spinning, i still struggled up and tried to contact my gf. Apparently he was dead asleep and i had to go and search for her in her hostel ==
Nevertheless we still meet up wif the others and went to dataran sunway for dinner :)
My head felt much better after some nice food and soon we agreed on a snooker tag team match between me and my gf with william and vivian. I can see the tension builiding up on us guys as we see the girls or i mean our teamates where are begineers commiting fouls and giving advantage to the opponent. However, william is a much better player than i am and my team apparently suffer a utter defeat. LOL! He challenge me to a one on one match after that and thrashed me due to my repeated mistakes :( However I won him in a rematch with special handicap rules that gave me a slight advantage :) After the game vivian is somewhat displeased and reprimanded us for pushing her towards someone that she has no interest in. I was like 'WHAT'? She was the one that accepted william's date and chatted wif him like as if she liked her and she has the guts to blame ME? If she don't like him should tell him straight instead of procrastinating and blaming me in the process...zzz... Nevertheless I do not mind being blamed as long as i can help her get a decent guy and make a joke out of her, wakakaka!

Well that was all about yesterday, just finish all the lectures for today and gotta attend a practical later. Lastly, I am going to meet a cardiologist after all this, hope I will be fine :S

Bad day..bad day!!

2011-03-01T05:21:00.000-08:00

I woke up in the morning as usual and attending two of prof karim lectures. Me along with my dear, keziah and vivian went down to canteen for lunch. Dawa joined us on our way but i later found out that the canteen was closed!! Apparently the fella end his contract edy == But nvm, i tried out other stalls then. However, my gf did something that made me quite pissed, she humiliate me in front of a new friend, zzz... She apologized hurriedly and i forgave her but told her exactly how i felt. Later in the afternoon, i realised that the infamous prof viji will be joining to facilitate our PBL group! damn! And someone as successful in PBL such as me is scolded by him for being quiet and even asked me whether i am sleeping or not!Damn! this humiliation is not tolerable!! grrr!! To makes things worst, I ordered pizza during the night and the fella was more than 1 hour late!! I was waiting until all the acid in my stomach is attacking the stomach wall edy, zzz... and the whole day lost mood to study for the immunology test for this morning, and i think i flunked it! Haiz...hope tmr will be better! All the best to my seminar! I will never lose my optimistic attitude! Hmp!!

At wits end

2011-02-24T16:00:00.000-08:00

After one night of thinking and a brief chat with vivian, I finally understand what went wrong... It not about seminar, its not about test, its about her!! She has lack of understand for me and is behaving very mysteriously. I can sense her hiding something from me, she can't escape my observation...is she afraid of me? She seems to be somewhat avoiding me. Can u imagine that i told her everything about myself and she still keep asking:are u ok? are u ok? What more u want me to say? i told u everything but u don't believe me, when i ask u to tell me everything, u hide something from me..haiz...honesty and trust is the most important aspect for every couple, u can't trust me? or u afraid that i will be angry? Well, the thing that i will really be angry at is that u are hiding something from me, avoiding me and playing around with others. I realised that the both of us changed, me to become more serious, less talkative and more stupid. U became more smart and playful. Haiz...I was so blinded that i did not uncover this myself...Now..something has to be done to save this mess...the mess that was not created by me...but created by her...

Stress

2011-02-24T04:00:00.000-08:00

I have been thinking a lot lately...isit due to my seminar presentation that i am feeling so stressed and nervous? Assignments, test coming up, and i am stuck in no man's land. I feel that i am alone, although my dear is always there to accompany me. I wonder why i have an uneasy feeling when she starts talking to 'him'. Jealousy? discomfort? I have no idea... Is there no one that can understand me? I have no close friends now that can understand my thoughts, no one who stands on the same line as me, how i miss my brothers in JB. haha! nevertheless! This sad me is often not the case, over dependent on her i guess? I just have to sort out my feelings and maintain my health, i feel like i am falling sick. I hope that i will feel better physically and mentally after few days. All the best to myself then!! haha!

Friday

2011-02-18T18:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a typical friday, with the class end exceptionally early, which is 12.30pm. Everyone went back, except for me who was all alone looking for some place to have lunch. My gf and her group went along with their mentor who treated them lunch. However, something is disturbing me...apparently this guy is trying to be really close to my gf, eating together, sitting side by side....what is he up to? My dear is so innocent that she doesn't even know what is going on, how naive..haha! Not that i am being jealous but she should at least keep a distance if she finds out that the guy have some interest in her. Later that evening, i went to the gym with my friend william and his sidekick. Surprisingly after such a long time of inactivity, i could still pull out a 3km run within 25 mins, haha! So my stamina have not deteriorate after all huh? I could have stayed on running longer but my legs stopped me. Later at night, I had dinner with my dear before sending her off. She is following her mum's car back home, I miss her :( After that i managed to persuade vivian to go out with me and william. Haiyo william don't have an plan so we went circling in the curve and also had supper in the garden. We went back to cova around 11.30pm and i went to have a chat with vivian. She convinced me that something was quite wrong with the guy who was close with my gf. He is trying to follow me? following my actions? following my way of treating people? I have to test him....but how?? hmm....

Valentines :P

2011-02-14T20:38:00.000-08:00

Valentines day still got class? haha! sheesh sia! But nvm, i still can plan an outing in the night, hehe... I brought her out to one utama and had a nice meal :P NOT MCD YA!!! But she made an effort to save my money, lol! such a sweet girl :P Watched a very hilarious movie: all well ends well 2011!! haha! i almost laughed my head off! She complain that i buat malu only cuz I laughed very loudly! Comedy mah! sure have to laugh! haha! I was overjoyed at my first valentines experience! and thank you my dear for the present!! very very cute and sweet :P Too bad i not that romantic...hmm, i think i should do something oso, haha!

CNY

2011-02-05T22:24:00.000-08:00

This past Tuesday, after the tiring anatomy lecture, i went back, bathed, packed and awaited the arrival of my parents :) Gave a hug to my dear dear and embark on my journey to batu gajah, hoho! We arrived at my eldest aunt's house around dinner time and had a sumptuous meal! I miss her cooking, it has been 3 years since i came back, the last was during my grandma's funeral. We chatted for quite some time and left cuz we had to check in to the clearwater satuary lakeside paraside :P Had a tired day so i was quickly knocked out and fell fast asleep.....

2/2/2011
*shakes**nudge* YAWN!!!! was shaken up by my dad early in the morning, still half asleep, tired sia! But dad brought us for breakfast and went to buy some stuff in the nearby value mart. We went to my aunt's house for lunch and tea and went back to our chalet to prepare for some sports activities :) I played almost 2 hours of badminton with my brother and dad and i won four matches out of 5! :) But i should not have lost the last match, fatigue came over me and my bro won due to a fluke, hahaha! Went back to aunt's house after bathing and we stayed until midnight which is the first day of CNY!!! Woohooo! fireworks!!! haha! But my uncle to put up fireworks due to the mata-mata circling around the neighbourhood ==

3/2/2011
Whole body aching due to the after effect of yesterday's badminton game. Ate breakfast in the lakeside restaurant and was ready to go to aunt's place for angpau :P I got a few angpaus and we started gambling! haha! went back to clearwater santuary for a swim and back to aunt's house for games again, hehe...

4/2/2011
Now my legs are soft due to swimming! zzz...however its the second day of cny and its hardcore gambling day!! My second uncle and fourth uncle and my cousins are here!! we played cards for several hours and i had to go up to ipoh for dinner with my mum's side family :)

5/2/2011
Packed up and back to KL, had an awesome day with william in sunway giza. I played my first game of snooker, haha! Missing her, hope to meet her soon :)

Hectic day! :)

2011-01-27T06:16:00.000-08:00

This morning i woke up, ate some breakfast and hurried to my friend yee siang's house to meet up and go to Red box together. Shawn drove us there and we started singing around 1pm. It was deadly AWESOME man!!! We were like singing our guts out because yee siang chose all the high tone song! ROCK babey!!! I missed those times when we all sing together! Although this time there was only 3 of us but it was still damn fun nonetheless! haha! But too bad i had to left early because i had a movie appointment with ivan. The green hornet babey!! Although jay chou's english wasn't really that good but it was still a wicked funny movie! So funny that li yan clapped her hands and laughed o.0 Never seen her laugh so hard in my life, haha! After the movie i rushed back to bath and had dinner...not even having some time to breathe, i was dragged out to KS cybercafe with ivan for some left for dead action! haha! Oh ya did i mention i did not have my lunch? ==...too rushing edy, only had time for dinner, haha! Phew! Now finally i have a break to write my bloggie :P haven heard from her today, i wonder how is she :)

PAIN!!!!

2011-01-25T21:14:00.000-08:00

Yesterday morning, i went to a chinese sensei to massage and apply some medicine on my left knee. I also went to the clinic to enquire about the strange itchy red spots on my arm and back as well as getting a heaptitis B injection. The doctor said it was not shingles and was mere allergy... a relieve to me and my dad yeah? so he gave me some cream to apply and gave a a PAINFUL jab on my right deltoid muscle, lol! i regreted letting him jab my right muscle because its the arm that i use to carry out daily activities more often :( At first i felt an excrutiating pain, but it goes off in a couple of minutes. During the afternoon i went for a Dota game with my best pals and then i felt the pain nearing evening...ish! The pain carried on throughout the night and i felt it once I utilize my arm to carry out any activities. Even now my arm still hurt..== Is my body that weak to give me so much trouble? I hope the pain on my arm and left knee as will as the red spots on my body will go off soon, well i can only pray about that...gotta take good care of myself now, tata...god bless :)

Fate is what it is..

2011-01-23T19:29:00.000-08:00

Should i say that this past week is the happiest week of my life? Despite the torturing exams and the about of stress we have to handle. Nonetheless, that is just the early part of the week, haha! There is a phrase call 苦尽甘来 which means after suffering there is a blessing. This is exactly how to describe my life; after the exams, I asked her out for a movie and it turned out quite well din't it? hahaha! I never confessed anything to her and her did not tell me that she was fond of me. We just got together! cool ei? :P I also found out the day after that i have passed my MBBS end of block exam! haha! double happiness! XD She is a very kind and pure girl, i promise that i will do my best to protect her and treat her well, all those things that she has done for me i am touched..but unlike her a man don't shed his tears easily! hahaha! I love her and i hope that we can be together for a long long time :)

Mixed emotions

2011-01-07T20:45:00.000-08:00

She always say i am not serious, playing around , teasing her. She thinks i am a playboy who is trying to hook on to every girl's feelings. Haiz....No one knows and believes that i will stay devoted to my girl, but the problem is, i haven find one, haha! I will really cherish a girl if i am in a relationship with her, but a pity that girls do not believe that and treat me as a flirt, sheesh! My playfulness hinders me from giving devotion to any girl, but it does not stop me from liking anyone of them. She always say that i bully her, which in fact she is one of the person that i treat best, and she is the very first girl who treats me this well, maybe she likes me? haha! I feel a bit touched and i do not deny the fact that i am actually a bit concerned about her, haha! But the big question is: do i like her? aiya, this question i can't even answer it myself, how do i expect to get an answer? Well i hope she does not look at this post, but i am also curious at her reaction after seeing this. Contradicting ei? I am such a eccentric person, lol.

Btw, why am i thinking about this kinda stuff now? My end of block exam is coming, i should be focusing on my studies shouldn't i? Laughing at my own stupidity, haha! Wish me all the best for my studies if anyone is reading this :)

In times like these it pays to remain calm

2011-01-04T22:49:00.000-08:00

After three months of torturous and interesting classes, it is time for our final judgement...dang dang dang!!! End of block exam in two weeks time!!! ahhh! Classes will be officially over tmr and we will have a one week study break...is it sufficient? I'll be going back to my comfy home in hope of being in a better condition to study well, but i have not even started!!! OMG! Nonetheless, i still have to gif it a try, and i certainly do not want to fail my first major exam! confidence crushing man! I hope that i am able to put in some effort and reap what i sow, after the exam, i hope i will be happy enough to go for a offical holiday and celebration :)

Christmas :)

2010-12-25T20:15:00.000-08:00

For two weeks in a row i was back in jb for the christmas party as well as the actual christmas day. Tired of all the travelling, i try my best to enjoy the fullest in JB with my church friends as well as my family members. But the stress of medical life always creeps up on me... Last thrusday i had a devastating, mind blowing OSPE test which demolished my confidence and send my joyful christmas mood down the drain! well, looking on the bright side it has only 10% contribution to the finals, which means i still stand a chance to make a comeback! Well enough of exams, its christmas that the important event here! The birth of our saviour lord jesus christ! I really had fun last week in the youth and adult's christmas celebration, the acting by the adults are really hilarious! This week wasn't that interesting tho...maybe cuz the sermon was too long and i had to listen to it twice thanks to the translation == Well, i came back this week mainly was because of the ptptn loan application form which requires tons of signature from my parents. Since now i am done with it, i have to be heading back to college tmr :( Since it's december now, most of the other courses are having their holiday which results to the entire college being rather cold and deserted...haiz.. What to do? I am a medical student, no holiday, no life? Nah! I will try to live my life to the fullest! I think its about time for me to return to KL soon, ciaoz peeps!

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :P
Xion

:P

2010-12-12T02:53:00.000-08:00

I can sense spiderwebs growing on my blog now, after a lot period of time i left this blog inactive, haha! Nowadays many ppl dun tend to blog anymore with the presence of facebook and twitter. However, for my loyal followers i will try to post a bit of my life from time to time :)

Medical life is stressful, as everyone will say, but there are still time to have fun and chill out. The fact is medical student HAS A LIFE! HAha! esp someone like me who is addicted to facebook and computer games :P I learn a lot from my lectures, more about ourselves as human and all those interesting reactions happening in our body! God created us as such a marvellous creature XD I recentlky found out from the ECG done in my lab that i have an abnormal heart rate, something that gave me quite a shock, i hope it won't give me any problem in the future...Well my friends here are very interesting and fun to chat with, esp my close friends vivian, faiz and yoke kuan. First time that my best pals are girls ei? haha! well its a good thing that i can finally socialise with girls a bit more better, haha! well thats all for now...back to my everyday boring lectures, its gonna be monday tmr :0

Ciao ciaoz
Love,
Xion

Bday Surprise

2010-10-29T08:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, which is the 28th of october, was the first birthday i ever celebrated far away from home, haha! Usually i will go put with friends, play a couple of rounds of DOTA and also eating a cake with my family :)
But this year, it is very very special. It is a very meaningful event to me, can u imagine? I only knew my coursemates and lecturers for barely two weeks! And they threw a party for me! how surprising!! haha! I was overwhelmed with joy, although my expression are not seen, but it doesn't mean I am not touched about all u guys have done for me! A very big thank you to all of my mbbs coursemates and lecturers!! haha! Little did i expect that i have the warmest bday party in an unfamiliar place and also new found friends, haha! I also thank god for he has made all good things happen to me on my bday! So, Segi is the place that i will stay for these next 5 years! Hope everything goes smoothly, yeah babey! :)

The new chapter begins...

2010-10-04T06:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning, i took a flight from senai airport to subang and rushed to segi to have a look at my hostel. I was quite surprised that i am the first! the place is kinda dirty tho..but everything is brand new, and the place is nice and spacious, just that it requires a little cleaning up! haha! I went to giant with my dad and brought the detergents, soap and other necessary items and put it in my room. When all was complete, I din't want to stay there alone so i decided to follow my dad to sleep in a hotel room in summit. But my housemate arrived in the nick of time, LOL! Well, i can't leave him there alone right? So i settled down with him and he is quite a cool guy! haha! funny as well! glad that we get along well XD

I couldn't sleep well at night due to the uncertain changes of the weather and the glaring lights of nearby hallways which shone through my bedside window == but still i woke up around 7am had breakfast with my housemate and prepared for the orientation( which i thought it is) == I walked to my uni with my formal clothes and saw some of the other students there. I was surprised that there is only 3 guys and the others were all girls! lol! Look like me and my housemate will be having the penthouse all to ourselves for quite some time, haha! We were led into a teaching hall and was briefed by one of the female professor about our orientation schedule which will start two weeks later!!! walao! wat to do these two weeks? sien dao! i discussed with my dad and he said i should settle the hostel prob and head back to jb to stay for a week or so, which will help me not to waste time and money in kl, haha! So, i am super free these few days and luckily my housemate's gf got a car to bring me around or i will have to make this cybercafe my second home, lolz...btw will be back to jb this fri, hope to see my best pals and church friends for the last time be4 leaving to kl again! XD

To go or not to go?

2010-09-27T22:23:00.000-07:00

These past few weeks, i had been living like a wastrel...no dreams, no goals, just games..games and more games. Well, some things are just not meant to be decided by me! especially the application to manipal which my confirmation was delayed time and time again. This is infuriating! Next week, which is 4th October, will be the orientation date for segi, to ensure that I am able to pursue medicine, i have to go there and secure a place for myself...just in case the application to manipal ended up in a failure. But the interview date for manipal will be decided next week! ahh...A CLASH!! damn..this means i have to go melaka and kl back and forth, such a hassle! Btw..i dun wanna leave JB so soon..I have unfinished task! I have not work before, I still have to watch the Christmas party in my church to be a success...and this will be the first, and maybe last time i can be involve in the Christmas task force, i dun wan to leave all these task undone... I can only pray to the Lord for he will decide what is best for me... nonetheless, i still have to say a temporary goodbye to my friends and family who is still in JB, i will miss u all :(

X marks the date

2010-08-04T10:12:00.000-07:00

Day by day when time passes every hour...every minute...every second...it draws closer to the day which i face reality. I had been aimless these few months, not thinking about my studies, my future, but my mind was filled with games and outing with friends. This is but a way to pass time and escape from reality. But i can't help it but to feel nervous, scared and haunted by the results day. This is the day that will determine my life, my hope and my future. I have 5% chance to greatly build up my confidence, 40% chance for satisfatory results and 55% chance to utter dissapointment... What does my faith upholds? I can do nothing right now but to leave my future in God's hands... hope that i will be able to brush past the demon of death during that day! Will i be able to smile after 12 august?!! I certainly hope i could! ARGHHH!!!

Graduation Trip 2010

2010-07-13T03:23:00.000-07:00

3th july

After the graduation ceremony in the afternoon, me and sara went for our final Left 4 dead game time be4 we eternally depart from sunway college^^ I rushed back after the game and began packing my stuff for a trip i thought that will be the last chance to gather with my college mates. At 8pm, i departed from home towards senai airport accompanied by my dad and sara. It has been many years since i was last in the plane, and i was actually feeling a bit nervous! hahaha! Sara laughed at me and said that it was no big deal, and he was right! But our organizer mr.adrian singh was not in a good shape during the flight, complaining about giddiness and fatigue, poor thing...haha..
We arrive in penang at about 11pm and i received the good news that germany was thrashing argentina from my brother, i was amused at the stunned faces of my friends who were supporters of argentina, they could not accept the truth that germany defeated argentina 4-0!!! XD

4th july

We paid two vans near the airport to drop us off at tune hotel. Along the way, the driver told us where we can find the local delights and also shopping malls and clubbing areas. We arrive at tunes hotel around 1am and surprisingly i was feeling energetic! But when i took a bath i felt kinda sleepy, my roommate sean felt the same so we decided to sleep and wake up early in the morning. At round 3.30am, i was rudely awakened by the ringtone on my handphone, i answered the call and it was adrian who wanted to enter my room to pester my roommate sean. I complained about the time but he said he will make it quick, i woke sean up and open my roomdoor to let them enter...which i later found out to be a bad idea!!! Adrian and the gang jumped onto my bed and made sean do a lot of hilarious stuff, and by the time there were done, it was already 5am in the morning! poor sean still can't get over the trauma and i took about 1 hour to calm him down! yawn.......

After some time of peaceful sleep, once again my phone rang, eric asked where we want to go for lunch...i was half asleep but then when i heard the word lunch!! I checked the time and OMG its almost 11! It appears that those night raiders made me waste my whole morning in penang sleeping! zzzz.... I took a quick bath and went out with sean and michael for breakfast, penang fried kuey tiao! yum yum... As we were returning to our rooms, michael, eric and jun hui invited us to head towards gurney plaza, we followed them all the way to komtar and was kinda tired of walking so me and sean decided to turn back, michael did not protest so we took a 20 min walk back to hotel! sheesh! wasted trip...and the afternoon was wasted again in starbucks and old town white coffee using the free wifi services on sean's netbook, zzz....I called the gang and found out that most of them are in gurney plaza! SHOOT! i should have followed them! bad idea to turn back huh? hahaha! They inform us that they are on their way back so we din't bother go looking for them. Instead, we took a nap in the hotel and woke up just a few minutes before they return. The guys invited us to the popular clubbing areas in town so i decided to tag along as i've never been in a night club before, am such an angel XD The place was rather deserted and according to adrian 10pm is still consider too early for clubbers to fill the place up so me and sean went for dinner in red garden. There were lots of choices of food, although those that i chose did not really suit me. Went back to the club and still no one in sight, my friends just danced among themselves and took a couple of shots of beer and i was sitting there like an idiot doing nothing, lol! They left the place soon enough trying to check out other more lively clubs but it was all in vain. Some of the girls are quite drunk and could not walk with their high heels so I who had enough of night party escorted them back to the hotel and chatted with sean and the chinese girls.

5th july

It is already 2am in the morning when i heard the news of a police raid on the club. Me and sean were laughing and asking whether it is true. Guan yan said he just managed to contact them and confirmed that they were caught up in some drug raid. Luckily for them, they only had to go through the normal procedures and got a free ride from the cops back to tunes hotel. Adrian pester us during the night and me and sean had to entertain him, lol! And there goes another sleepless night...zzzz..

I woke around around 9am because we are required to check out that morning, had brunch with sara and sean and took a walk around the streets before we embark on our journey towards hard-rock hotel. And this is where my dream ends and my nightmare began...interested to know why? read on. We waited a long time in the entrance of hard rock hotel and was wondering why did the check in consume so much time? I later found out that adrian was actually trying to smuggle us into the hotel! You know what I mean? A room for 2 was actually being filled with 8 of us! SIAO! The moment i entered the room, i had a bad feeling and thought that this was a bad idea, But i kept mum and decided to go with the flow. 25 of us fitted into 3 small rooms! Can u belive that? Adrian lied to the person in charge that there'll be only 6 of us staying and the rest are only guest, well it actually worked and we got a moment of peace from the hard-rock management. We were enjoyed the pool which were connected to our balcony and guess what? We received complains that we were causing noise pollution! can u believe that?! Now we have to enjoy the pool 'quitely' WTH! I had enough of the pool and we took turns to bath. The facilities there was kinda cool, with ps3, x-box, wii and pool table in the teens corner. I managed to enjoy some of the games before we head for gurney plaza for dinner. Adrian thought of a plan and all off us are supposed to stay out late and enter the hotel after midnight to avoid arousing any suspicion of the hard rock management. But the plan was cut short as adrian received a distress call from the chinese girls who already entered the hotel. They informed us that our rooms were opened and they knew the amount of people and luggage in the rooms, the girls had no choice but to set a time for us who is the so called 'guest' to leave the place before they throw us out! All of us lingered at the entrance of hard rock thinking of a plan, I suggested adrian to make the lie a truth and us 'guest' will leave according to what we have claimed earlier on. An idea hit adrian's mind and he entered the hotel confidently and confronted the manager. The manager was taken aback by adrian's eloquence and apologized for opening our room door without informing adrian. The chinese girls and michael stayed back and the rest of us dragged our luggage out of hard rock. We managed to catch the last bus and took it down to tropical inn.

6th july

It is past 12 midnight and we were walking aimlessly trying to look for a place called boomerang lounge. We walked and searched with our luggage with us and ended up back in the beach of hard rock!! I was seriously pissed as i was sweating and tired nearing dawn but we could not find a decent place to sleep! Damn! Adrian decided that we should just go to any budget hotel we can find and catch some sleep. I managed to catch a glimpse of a broken sign board saying boomberang and I quickly informed them. Ah finally a decent place to sleep! I thought to myself. But in the end those guys chose a room for 5 and wanted to fit 16 of us into it! zzz... the place is filthy, full of ants and it does not even have a decent bathroom! Come on man! I know its a freaking experience of a lifetime, but i din't paid so much for this! I expected some comfort duing the trip or at least a decent place to sleep and bath! I was fumed with rage and stayed wide awake until 3am. I did not utter a word for almost 2 hours, just staring and space trying to sort out my feelings. But fatigue overcame me and i dozed off on a small bed beside sean. About 8am in the morning i could hear voices near me and I woke up, its appears that kri and regina suggested that we should go back to hard rock hotel as guests and take a hot shower. Adrian who was half asleep agreed and 8 of us left for hard rock including me and the guys who stayed up the whole night continued to sleep at that shitty place. I felt refreshed after a bath in the nice toilet of hard rock and chatted with eric and jun hui until adrian arrived to check us out. The person in charge had another round of debait with adrian but adrian was in no mood of arguing and checked us out ASAP. Many of us were discontented by the treatment hard rock hotel has given us but I did not complain. We were at fault! Why should we blame the hotel? Haiz... So here we are on our way to penang airport while we met a really nice guy! regina's uncle! Wow he brought us to setia pearl islands country club and treated us with a fantastic meal! He even let us use all the facilities there, for FREE! Wow it was the first time i felt like a VIP, hahahaha! He even got the driver ready to send us back to the aiport on our next flight towards Kuala Lumpur. This is one of the fun and enjoyable moments in penang :)

We arrived at KL at about 7pm and i received a call from sean. He and the rest who took the earlier flight have already reached the 5-star nikko hotel. He told me that it was a nice place, and i was also delighted at the tone he was using when he was describing the hotel XD The rest of us took a one hour bus ride to KLCC and took a LRT to ampang and nikko hotel was just beside the LRT station. As I entered the hotel I was delighted to see such a spacious and marvelous place! This is what i call a 5-star hotel! Oh yeah! I went to my room to place my luggage before going out for dinner with adrian and the gang. Dinner indeed! They went all the way to bukit bintang just to have hokkien mee for dinner! Some of us were displeased as it was already 11pm went we arrived there. Luckily i already ate a burger in MCD when I was in KLCC if not I will be the first one complaining, LOL! It appears that they wanted to go clubbing around bukit bintang areas...zzz... I don't feel like staying with them, so do eric, sean and jun hui. So we took a taxi back to nikko hotel, took turns to bath and enjoy the comfy bed for a good night sleep.

7th july

I woke up in the morning when eric phoned me and told me he was checking out for places to eat nearby the hotel. We went down for breakfast and visited a buddist temple nearby. An odd feeling creeped up on me as I was looking at the statues there, I was wondering why they have so many gods? Eric and jun hui explained to me about buddist beliefs and I took the chance to share some stories of my own religion. Sean was away to monash university for an interview and informed us that he will be coming back soon and we were requied to meet in berjaya time square. We went over to time square before lunch time and met sean for lunch. Food in KL is more expensive compared to JB but i came to enjoy so i don't really care much about the cost. We checked out almost every corner of time square and played tekkan 5 in the arcade while waiting for sean as he was enjoying the rides in times square, ALONE...kesian, hahaha! I met up with sara and the gang and we moved to sungai wang for our dinner. We also visited The Pavilion before going back to the hotel. The shopping complexes in KL have many floors and sell much more varieties of stuff than JB. I returned to the hotel and guess what, the guys wanted to go clubbing again! WTH! Don't they get tired of it? Me, eric and jun hui decided to go check out KLCC and found out that it is actually one of the best shopping places in KL. It also has a premium toilet that requires RM2 per entry! wow! I wanted to go check it out but met the disagreement of the others so i dropped the idea. We passed by 7 eleven on our way back and bought some snacks to eat as we will we be watching football later that night. We returned back to the hotel and the guys are getting ready to leave for ZOUKS. According to them it is a very nice club in KL which is near our place. All the of guys wanted to go except for some girls who took care of xiu zi who was not feeling well. I had no choice but to follow i guess? Haiz another bad decision, we took almost half an hours trying to locate the place and asking some local on our way, but as we arrive, males have to be above age 23 and females 21 to enter, WTH! zzzz.... We persuaded the guy to let us enter and the guy reluctant agree but we must confirm that we are above 18. Kri the only one among was who is not above 18 was barred of entering so the guys decided not to enter the place. AWESOME! another wasted trip! And they wanna go to another club! Walao! Some of us returned, sean and me was feeling kinda pissed after so much time wasted on travelling. We slept for about one hour and woke up to watched the semi-finals of world cup! germany vs spain! But sadly, germany lost after a lucky goal for puyol! sheesh! stupid octopus actually predicted correctly, darn!

8th July

Breakfast at 10am eating the nasi kandar nearby. All of us waiting at nikko to decide our next step. Kharis, Kri and fiona are going back to JB by flight. Adrian and the gang along with the chinese girls and michael decided to stay for one more day, Me, sean, eric, jun hui and the rest of the indian girls travelling to bukit jalil bus station and took a bus back to JB.

So do u guys think i enjoy the trip? It's up to u to decide^^
Xion signing off XD

Freeman! XD

2010-06-17T00:08:00.000-07:00

After 10th of june which is last friday, my final CIE examinations has ended!! but yet...i feel no joy..is it because i am prepared for the worst? since i don't really have much confidence in this exam. However, on the 11th of june, i went for the best camp that i ever had in my life! XD camp connect 2010 by my church wesley methodist church!
I din't except it to turn out so well at first...but the activities were great, thanks to the helpers, and i enjoyed myself a lot with of teammates and other friends! although i am the oldest among the participants...but it seems that i fit quite well, as a leader tho =P The venue was in tanjung puteri resort, which has really nice and cold villas to let us participants to stay in, and has lots of facilities such as bowling alleys, mini football field and a swimming pool! wow..i oso had the chance to meet new friends as well as have more time to bond with my churchmates...all in all i had a marvellous time! Am starting to miss camp edy...lol...

When i returned home on the 13th of june.i catch up with some sleep and planned a few outing with my collegemates and secondary school pals on monday and tuesday respectively...although my holidays have just started...but i'm starting to run out of activities! except for facebook and dota...lol! but there is still an outing on the coming fri, hope i'll enjoy it! XD

Is it time?

2010-04-18T08:03:00.000-07:00

Holidays are over....and so far i haven use ANY time for study! wth! wasted whole week to relive myself of my dota fever and also meet with friends for a nice left for dead 2 game! haha! although it is not the best way to spend the hols...i am just to stressed up to study, haha! AH! what the heck! have to start study edy lah! time is running out towards the finals! Have to cure my dota fever...any suggestions ladies and gentleman? hahahahaha!

Terrible Tuesday

2010-04-13T20:46:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was terrible tuesday to me! I lose almost 7 dota matches in a row!!! Is this a sign that i am not fated to play dota? I played with a pro! and i still lose like crap, haiz... But at least clash of the titans was quite ok, but Dota is reli like...zzz.. if i still don't win any games, i will have to quit before exam, hahaha! Damn dota damn!

DOTA frantic!!!

2010-04-07T23:43:00.000-07:00

After three weeks of torture witout my favourtie game dota, i have endured over my mock exam! yes!! I have furfilled my own promised, and now its time to enjoy! Unfortunately, my secondary friends are all still busy with school when i wanna play dota,so i hope anyone who wants to play DOTA pls pm or or sms me! thank you! hahaha!

Down...

2010-04-02T05:56:00.000-07:00

What's going on? y do i feel that i am not in a good mood? its good friday! i am sick and tired of my college...some people just don't understand me, i can't care less if u dispise me or what...i am only gonna face you people for about 2 months and say goodbye to those suckers! Ms pearly lectured me again because of the bio specimen paper, she said hurtfull words: "when are u gonna change?" "u can forget about it if u think you are smart!" "I am gonna tell your parents about this!" I changed, but she failed to see it, once u have a opinion about a certain person, it stay for quite a long time...i fail to see this side of her, so its always been like this, she having a bad impression of me and pressure me all the time, haiz... Its true that it is my fault for not doing the homework, but it really slipped my mind, I am speaking the truth, i'm sorry if u can't accept it, but its the truth. No one wants to fail in exams, the same thing applies to me...i also hope to do well, but i hope to do it my way! why can't anyone understand? it's my future, i have the right to fight for myself! haiz...just hope that i can pull myself up for the exams ahead....

Week 1 commencing

2010-03-29T05:35:00.000-07:00

Did u guys believe that i stopped DOTA for one week!!! ONE WEEK!!! haha! i know u people must be thinking no big deal...but to those dota addicts out there...u should know how i feel! T.T...well nvm, today i had a date with a pretty girl, haha! she was the first girl that went on a date with me, so i am considerably happy :P haha! so i should say thanks to her for spending her time with me, alhough just for a while, hehe^^ But exam is more important than girls right? haha! Mock exam is next week! all the best to myself again! gambateh xion! lol! i feel kinda lame...zzz..

Blog revival

2010-03-24T08:56:00.000-07:00

It has been ages since i updated...well because of a girl who reads my blog, i will update for her sake^^ well, things were not going smooth for me for the past few weeks, results drop, lecturers reprimand me, losing confidence...but i have no time to entertain this kind of negative thoughts. My first decision to study was to quit dota for three weeks! I am such a dota addict, and if u guys think it is easy to quit it...think twice, when i am standing beside my frens and watching them play, do u noe how hard it is to say NO when they invite me for a game??!!! well, i have to endure this, if i can't furfill this mission, i can't be successfull in life, i have to as least accomplish 1 goal. But thats not just it, mock exam is the main reason, this gives me a chance to revive myself in front of my parents, my lectures, my friends and most importantly, my brother. Although this exam is just a trial for the real thing...getting good grades in this should highly boost my morale and confidence, so enough said for now, and all the best for myself in studies! ciaoz readers...if they are any...lol!

Endurance

2010-02-01T06:15:00.000-08:00

I have failed once, i can't fail again, this is my last chance. My chemistry lecturer allowed me to retake my subject and adviced me to work extremely hard, needless to say... now all the hard work and pressure came all at once, from parents, from lecturers, from friends and from myself. Can i take it? I guess i don't have a choice! As my dad always say, delay gratification... hope my body and soul can take all this! arghh!!!!

Dissapointed

2010-01-24T19:42:00.000-08:00

Should i say this is one of the worse day in my life? maybe i should...after seeing that piece of paper my heart sank...my hopes shattered...but i knew this is not the time for regrets..just hope that my parents won't give me an unending lecture and my friends do not mock me...life still goes on.

I'll have to do better next time...cuz the next time will be the last time...no use crying over spilt milk...what's done is done...i'll take this as a lesson and strive harder is the future...haiz...

Girls generation rocks!!!

2010-01-18T23:56:00.000-08:00

wow! i duno since when i became so addicted to girls generation, esp the gee song! feel like doing thier dance but its a bit too girlish for me...T.T...nevertheless i will still listen to their songs always! yeah! i love girls generation!

Btw: to those who do not know this group pls do google them^^

New Year New Resolutions

2010-01-01T09:37:00.000-08:00

I abandonned my blog for quite a long time...since i was feeling lazy and i think no one bothers to read it..sheesh, but since i made a blog, might as well just write something on it to let those who do read my blog have and update of me^^

Well, holidays are almost over, i spent most of my holidays playing computer games at home and also with my freinds in cybercafe, where i spend most of my cash..zzzz...but i had fun anyway, haha! Been lazy in the few weeks of holiday, havent been exercising...must have gain some weight, haha! Went for a trip with my college frens, gathering with primary school mates and as well as having a countdown to christmas party with my secondary school frens.

I had been pretty busy nearing christmas due to the youth X'mas party which i am invloved as a crew, the church worship band...carrolling...phew! All this was hard work! But it ending in a success! thank god! haha! i also met new frens during these hols, although most of the time i stuck to those old ones^^ well, having new frens doesn't mean u can forget the one u noe long time ago rite? hope some ppl understand this...haiz...

well, its 2010 already...although ppl keep sending sms to ask us forget the past and look forward to future, i do not think tat way, the past made who we are today, we should not forget it, but we should not live in it, we should cherish our past memories, and keep our live going towards to future! yeah!

I am very busy this week because i need to paint my gate and the front area of my house! heard from my dad it was 5 years ago since he last painted the house, since i am old enought to help out, i should do a job as a part of this family! well thats all for my post this time, hope u guys enjoy reading my blog..till next time...

AND OH YA.........HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS! HAHAHAHA!

AS exam

2009-11-05T19:51:00.000-08:00

'This is one of the most important exam in your life!' says my dad. zzz...of course i noe it is important, but unlike secondary and primart school exam which lasted from a week to about a month...this exam will last for almost 2 months! with only 4 subject! sheesh...so the breaks between can be used for study, as well as slacking and enjoy some dota games wif me pals..haha! exercising is also a good way to destress....and i'll have to thank my bro chong hui for accompanying me when i required a mates when i go jogging^^ so far i had already completed 6 papers...which there is only 3 papers left! and after this exam! i can play the heck out of my life! wakakaka! but for now...gotta study..study and study...zzz.

Stress...stress...stress....

2009-09-30T21:13:00.000-07:00

Final exam is around the corner, but the mock exam have defalted my morale. After all i did, a satisfactory results was obtained... maybe i'll have to really be serious this time, if i don't, this will be the end of my future and my hopes will come crashing to the ground.... My results certainly did not please my parents, and they imflicted more pressure onto me.... i don't want to dissapoint them, but it is a bit hard to get want they expect, although it is also what i expect. Anyway, two weeks left till the first paper and i'll have to buck up and study hard!!! Gambateh to myself... as chaos reigns, the hero of chaos will strive to score total victory!

ps: happy bday to tiong seng bro and agnes! haha!

End of holidays

2009-09-22T08:52:00.000-07:00

Todays marks the end of my 10 days holiday, most of my friends have the holiday until end of this week, but i started early...and it should end early...haiz... this means that i must focus more on my AS examination, which is on the month of october...soon ei? well, thorughout this holiday.. i played games with my best friends, mad on dota lately... wonder if i can contain the urge to play dota for the next two months? hahaha! nevertheless, i have to thank my good pal chong hui who was always there keeping me company, without him, my holidays would not be that interesting. Anyway, holidays are for us to rest and walk a longer road, to all my friends who are having exam! GAMBATEH! All the best to u guys!

Holidays: good or bad?

2009-09-15T01:38:00.000-07:00

After my exam, i went out to jusco with my college frens and watch the movie, the movie was nice...but i din't really feel happy, i wonder y? after the movei we went for lunch and forced to attend the very boring 3 hours malaysian studies class...phew... some couldn't take it and decide to have the holiday few hours earlier, lol! I played dota the whole night and still it does not satisfy me, something was missing...but i did not know what.

The next day, i met my best frens and played dota along with them, it helped in regaining my mood tho, but after my frens went home, my mood change from better to worse, i was so pissed that i sped when i am suppose to fetch my brother...something really different from my calm and composed character...i was being rash, stubborn, and i knew that something was wrong with me.
My fren suggested that i should pray, so i prayed be4 going to sleep.

On sunday morning, it was my best frens's bday, it appears that i was back to my normal joyious self. We played dota for the whole day and i went to have dinner with him. I chatted about this problem of mine and he gave me an advise that i think it did work. Maybe i should take things slow with girls... i have no problems with the guys, but big problems with some girls, i wonder why? nevertheless, i decided to calm myself and take things easily, looks like the rest of the holidays will be freaking boring ei? haiz...

Mock exam is mocking us...lol!

2009-09-03T22:46:00.000-07:00

nowadays some of my classmates are being rather quiet and stressed up.... thats is because exam is 3 days away i guess...haiz... this situation leaves me high and dry without someone to talk to and share my problems with. Guess i may look cheerfull in the eyes of many, but the truth is... no one can truly truly see the inside of me.... i can be happy when i'm sad, smiling when i'm angry and laughing when i just feel like whacking the fella up... classic hypocrite huh? Well, circumstances forced me to do so as i found out that being straightforward has its cost! Nevertheless, i know there are still ppl who support me, thats all that matters now....the ones who truly cares. Well, as this exam thingy catches up on me, i can play games to destress! thats y i'm call the GAME FREAK!!!! haha!

Lousy Day

2009-08-31T02:58:00.000-07:00

haiz...duno how this freaking stomache has caught me this morning.... i felt so much pain and went to toilet for a few times.... the internet connection 2day oso sucks as the programs i open keeps lagging...furthermore, lady luck is not on my side in DOTA!!! either there are many leavers or the game just seem 2 lag the whole way..haiz... hope at night everything will be better....

Moody

2009-08-26T19:53:00.000-07:00

Wonder y nowadays i am getting more and more pissed with some ppl in my class... is it their fault? or the fault lies wif me? haiz... nvm, i'll have to take it as part of life... a lesson that i have learned: Do not trust ur new friends unless u are rather familiar with them... who noes that they might do something that hurts u...haiz...

Friends

2009-08-25T03:28:00.000-07:00

to think about it...making true friends is quite a hard task. How can u find someone who shares ur interest, cares about u, always be there when u are in trouble, as ur soulmate??? Not to mention those ppl that dislike my actions, but i always try to make my friends happy. Perhaps some of them do not like the way i make them happy, but do they have to discriminate me? I am just being myself..i like to entertain ppl, and i also like to make friends... hope i can get all this under control. As for now, i'll have to study i guess... as least i prove that i m not useless is exams...haiz....ciaoz...

Home alone

2009-08-20T23:00:00.000-07:00

I promised mum to go ipoh wif her this sat...but many things have stopped me. The trip is supposed to be until tuesday, but i dun have a holiday...sad.... First, i have a gathering with my former schoolmates, then i have a presentation on monday, how can i let my teamates down? Lastly i will have to miss two days of classes...that will cost me a whole deal of attendance and a whole lot of explaining to do...haiz...so how? i had to stay at home...alone...hopefully my frens can keep me company..signing off now...

Monash Trip

2009-08-16T03:58:00.000-07:00

14th august 2009

This freaking trip cost me many hours of sleep sheesh! drove my car and sped to gilbert house last night at 10.30 and went to the cybercafe nearby sunway college wif zi liang and gilbert...wooo....still got tat freaking cough sia....went back to gilberts house at 1am and played a few card games and chess with them...enjoyed trashing zi liang..hehe^^

3.30am
Drove the dudes to college and wait for the bus. luckily gilbert same bus wif me, can chit chat a while and soon the tiredness was too great until i fell asleep....wew...

8.30am
arrived at monash and had sum breakfast, listen to some boring talk and off we went for a campus tour, the lab facilities there was kinda cool! Suddenly have a freaking stomachache and had to use the handicapped toilet cuz the guys toilet was full...zzz...after the tour we head for sunway university college for lunch. Lunch sucks and have more of those boring talks again... at least the campus tour was kinda fun...saw a lot of interesting stuff. But the best is yet to come, going to sunway pyramid!!!

3.30pm
Finally! the place tat all of us are here for! Me, zi liang, gilbert, sean, eric and jun hui went lurking around for games. I suggested archery and we went there after have a simple tea break. It was kinda fun, just tat zi liang shot an arrow tat flew rite back at me sia! dangerous! Bought some mcd food for dinner and took it back to eat on our way back to jb.

6.45pm
On the bus back to jb! Got a headache after eating the fries and took a short nap...chatted wif gilbert after that, he is quite an interesting guy! most of the others dun ontice it, haha!

11.00pm
Arrived at sunway college, have to drive home sumore...zzz...reach home, bathed and sleep loh! haha!

ps: good luck to fiona as she lost her spec...hope she can find a way to handle it^^

2009-07-24T05:56:00.001-07:00

18th july 2009

Last saturday was my church anniversary. I delayed this post long enough, due to my sudden illness, hope it is not h1n1....cough* cough*. Anyway all of my church ppl went to the pekin sutra restaurant for the church anniversary dinner... i practiced a long time for this drama, was so nervous....Here are a few pictures...i was on stage so sorry i cannot take more pictures, haha! cough* cough*

This is part of the drama i am in, i play the boss of gangsters, can u spot me? haha!

After the drama from us youths, there were a few performance by the adults. After all these, all of us youth decided to have a last performance! we all went on stage and sang michael jackson's heal the world! hahaha! The pic below shows it all, but dun have the pic of me singing in front of them! hehehe....

Then we took a last pic be4 we left the place! Many ppl say i sing like Mj, muahahahahaha! thx thx... thats all for my post... will upload more pic and video if i receive it...

Action-Packed Saturday!!!

2009-06-28T02:08:00.000-07:00

27th June 2009

This morning, i went to school early in the morning with eunice for hari kokurikulum. It has been quite some time since i went back to school, so i decided to see how much has it changed, haha! I parked my vehicle near the front gate and went in to check it out, it appears they upgraded the toilet! by a bit.....but better than none rite? hahaha! Eunice showed me where which uniform body is selling stuff, and i heard that my former Pengakap Laut members are selling something too! And since i have nothing better to do, i decided to go kacao them, haha! It appears siow yee jie, who is the current pengerusi is selling some fried food and cincau drink. I went in and straight away gave my 'opinions' on how to run the stall, hehehe....since buiness wasn't that good because most of the food was not ready, i went to check out the dewan and some teachers that i haven met for a long time. It appears that this year's hari koko is better than last year! For 5 years i was never impressed by the taekwondo performance, but this year i am! It seem that their insturctor came out and show some moves, he put the plank in between two chairs and he light a FIRE! wow! He chopped the plank and the flames extinguish just the second when the plank splitted into two! That was kinda cool! haha! And there was a new hauted house cast by some students, the entrance was flooded with people before it was officialy open, and Pn Gan has to come just to maintain the order, hahahaha! I managed to meet some teachers such as Cik siew, Pn Chee, Pn Lim CC and i also saw Mr Teo, still as short as ever, muahahaha!

I went back to the stall and the food was almost ready. It appears that the popcorn chicken and potato wedges was a big hit! That stupid siow really duno how 2 sell stuff, the price was super cheap sia! But anyway i dun care as the food was prepared by the pengerusi himself, haha! The food was sold out before 11am, and only half a pot of cincau drink remains. Siow gave a 10sen discount for the drink and it was finished in no time! The picture below shows siow finishing the last drop of cincau himself! OMG!
Whats left of the cincau in the picture below^^

Although the cincau drink was gone, but half a box of ice cubes still remains, the boys came up with a brilliant idea, selling ice cubes! LOL!

Look at how much they earn! looks like P.L can still survive without me, but of course they still require some advice from the ex-pengerusi, hehehe....

The ice cubes can't be sold! How? They starting to hold a cup of ice cubes each and kept thier distance with one another...and guess what? Ice cube fight! ahhhhhhh! As the ex-pengurusi i cannot maintain disipline, sial! So what to do? Join them lah! wakakakaka!

The picture below shows the boys starting the ice cubes fight, can't take picture during the fight as i need to TAKE COVER! hahaha!

And guess what happened next? Pn siew came in and gave a boys a scolding, i not from Tebrau edy so i cepat cabut, hahaha! Then when i came back, i yelled and them:" see lah! play some more lah! kena scold edy lah!". hahahahaha! Then they have to clean up loh, no choice, the picture below shows why we are call pengakap laut, cuz the floor is all wet! hahaha! After cleaning up, i take some pictures as a mometo^^

Afiq and me

Siow, me and brian

And its done! good job to all the tired guys below! and also all the pengakap laut members who helped!

U guys think its over? nonono....After sending eunice home, i went back for lunch and rushed to city square for a movie with my jiejie xiang yee and evangeline! transformers! yeah! but the seats were so packed and we had to sit right in the front row and tilt ours heads up to watched, aiya sien... but the movie was awesome! Optimus Prime damn cool! And the female lead was hot, hehehe^^

The movie ended at 5.45 but my activities does not end here. I rushed home for a change of clothes and drove to tiara for a game of badminton. Those present were Ivan, Uncle Bob, eunice, nicholas, Suzane and last but not least, ME! haha! enjoyed bullying ppl in the game, wooohooo!

Game ended on 8pm and i sped towards home and was just in time for dinner, dad drove us to a chinese restaurant and we had a sumptious meal, haha! After that we went home and i watched TV until 11pm and went to bed, whew! what a hectic and enjoyable day! Adios fellas!

Teenstreet pics

2009-06-04T09:28:00.000-07:00

See the guy is yellow? he's jared! the mastermind of the water fight! haha! but his men turn against him when all of us are shouting YUMMMMM SENG! They poured pepsi all over him, wakakakaka!

Me, vivian and michelle. Michelle is cute^^

My friend daryl and me. He likes to sleep a lot, we all gave him a nickname sleeping beauty, hahaha!

Evangeline and me, her full name is six words long! haha! do u think she's pretty? hehe...

Below shows the pictures of the whole band and some of the participates! try and spot me!

The pianist Dotz and me, can u believe that she is married? haha!

Evon, jared and me

Manson plays the base guitar in the band, he's cool!

The guitairist of the band: sharnice! isn't she cute? haha!

Me, James, Ivan and half a face of kenneth, haha!

The band lead singer evon and me! she has a marvellous voice! and she looks so young although her age is...oopps should not mention it, haha!

The toilet where we boys bath and have a water fight! haha! guess who is in the picture? its eric! lol! and one of the leftover balloons we used to have our water fight, haha!

The picture below shows the multipurpose hall where our morning service and throne room is held in.

This is how the throne room looks like when it is packed with people.

The row of pringles we boys ate, haha!

Group pic of the boys! The gang green gang! boys rules! haha!

Guys sleeping place, luckily no one is changing, haha! too bad i can;t take a pic of the girls place, guys can't enter there, lol!

The pictures below in the teenstreet canteen where we have our breakfast, lunch and dinner! modified from a car park, hahaha!

here are some pictures i took in saleng home, only a few tho:

Teenstreet 2009

2009-06-04T05:06:00.000-07:00

1st june 2009

It was 7.40 in the morning when i arrive in my church for the teenstreet camp. I signed up as a service crew so i had to arrive early to helped out in the registration. I had breakfast with others who signed up as coaches because they are required to stay in the church 1 day earlier. The registration time is over but still there are some participants who did not arrive, i left my friend to take care of it and joined the morning service. This years theme is-human, The program team lead us to play an icebreaker game before starting their speech. After the morning service, me and eric, who were the only guys in the service team, helped to carry stuff from downstairs to the I-zone which is on the second floor. While the rest are havin NET time...which is the time where the coach and his NET members gather together to discuss on a chapter on the bible. During 11.15am... finally its lunch time! haha! Ater lunch there was a prayer station for us to go through it one by one. later, most of the boys and some of the girls when out for sports in the nearby playground. We played captain ball, dodgeball and also football for the last 15 minutes. Some of the band members joined us too^^we went back to wash up and ate our dinner. And it is time for the throne room! The band plays a lot of music and we all sing and jump along with it! haha! Their lead singer evon is so cool! next time time for the I-zone... some of us hang out at I-zone to play games like carrom and chess while the other tried some fried ice cream and other food down in the teenstreet cafe. when it is time for bed, me and eric as the service crew still have to do some work because the program team want to move the I-zone downstairs..sheesh! The both of us were sweating so we had to take a bath during midnight...zzz...

2nd june 2009

yaaaawn! woke up on 7.30 in the morning... don't feel like taking a bath since i already took one last midnight. So i brushed my teeth had a nice breakfast before proceeding to the main hall for the morning session. i had to help manage the bookstore and setting it up was not simple. I wanted to take a bath but....i just heard that there is a water shortage! awww... man! What else can i do but to proceed for lunch? zzz... At least the lunch cheered me up, haha! there are a few workshops in the afternoon about ballon sculpting and learing how to play games there had been an announment that we are going to visit saleng home the next day. It is a home for handicapped people. Me, eric and xiang yee took turns to tend the bookstore and went for different workshops... but since the buiness wasn't that good cuz most of them are at the workshops, i slacked and played carrom wif a couple of friends, hahaha! Later on we had dinner and throne room as usual... nothing much on tis day, lol... but during the night we guys gathered together to talk about some lame joke stories, wow its hilarious! hahaha!

3rd june 2009

Ok...first things first early in the morning, is a bath! haha! During the morning service, the program team brief us about the trip to saleng house later in the afternoon. After lunch, we gathered together to take a group picture since it is the last whole day for teenstreet...sad...the buses arrived at 1.15pm and we loaded the supplies on the bus to be distributed to the home. We got on the bus and began our 45 minutes journey to our destination. We took another group picture at the home and the manager took us to long around it... i was feeling kinda scaredd when i walk pass the hallway while they are lying down on the floor and looking at us.. got the feeling that its like resident evil, lol...no offence, but it is after all the first time i ever visited a handicapped home. Later on, the guys were havin a water fight in the male toilet! OMG! we got ourselves all wet thanks to jared the first guy who stared the water fight...haha! In the end all of our clothes are wet and we are all late for dinner, wakakaka! But it was quite fun, lol! i noe..its immature to play wif water, but havin fun on our last night together is nothing wrong rite? haha!

After throne room, i took many pictures wif the band member esp evon, haha! and we have to say goodbye to them as they had to go back on 10pm, sad....T.T..keep in touch! The I-zone was opened until 1am 2day so we gathered together and chat about some jokes as well as ghost stories... ooo spooky, but i tried not to listen too must just in case i can't sleep that night, haha!

4th june 2009

I woke up unusually late 2day, all of us were so tired as we stayed up late last nite, i din't like the breakfast so i tot of havin it at home. The kl girls are still here so i went to have a chat wif them, michelle was quite friendly, haha! Its a pity that i only chatted with them on the last day, they are all nice people! but there won't be a reunion witout separation, so i guess its goodbye to all of u, and god bless!

Finally a car!!

2009-05-25T02:50:00.000-07:00

25-5-2009

This afternoon, my dad handed me a manual and said:" son, this is the car's user manual...." U heard that? CAR! has been almost three months after i got my driver's lisence and now my dad finally hand me the car! yeah! But taking care of the car is great responsibility... oh well; great people have great responsiblity! hahaha!

A good start is a great beginning

2009-05-24T05:05:00.000-07:00

24-5-2009

Ladies and gentlemen...i present u my blog! haha! perhaps i got influence by other who have blogs of thier own.... anyway here i my first post! holidays! after a tiring week of semester exam... i finally have my well deserved break! haha! and i am here to promote about teenstreet which is held in the 1st of june to 5th of june. The venue is wesley methodist church! 9which is my church of course^^). Ok, tis is for a start... i will post about teenstreet after it is over, hahaha!